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What did I ever do to you?

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Why do I deserve all of this?!
What did I ever do to any of you?!
When are you going to realize that I can't take it anymore?!
I've never done anything to any of you, and yet you wish to blame everything on me!
I don't know why you wish to bring me down...
I don't know why you wish to make me feel like I'm nothing...
Like I just some mistake that was never meant to be born...
or that I should just give up everything and kill myself
just end it all...
would that make you happy?
If I just disappeared?
If I just vanished
and you never heard from me again?
Would it make you self conscious  pricks fucking happy?!
You all liked me better when I didn't speak, when I never stood up for myself, when no one knew who I was...
and I was just that one girl that sat in the back of the class and would never talk to anyone, or do anything social just locked in my own little space.
So I guess that's what I'll do...
just be that girl
that is just waiting for everyone to forget about her,so hopefully they will leave her alone...

So I guess I'll just go back to my shy, non outgoing, self that I never show because it isn't normal...
in the real life I'm blocked off, I don't talk to people, if you met me in real life you would be bored and there would be long awkward silence so hopefully.. people will like that side of me
Vent...
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MustangMare13's avatar
Punky don't do that! I think you are great the way you are!